wanting to talk to someone really bad
but they ignore your message
and you see them talking to other people
the worst thing you can say to someone is ‘you’re too sensitive’ because that’s basically saying ‘you feel things more deeply and fully than i do and this inconveniences me because now i have to be more mindful of my own actions’
you’re not too sensitive, the world is just callous and stubborn. sensitivity doesn’t make you weak and callousness doesn’t make you strong.
I think I’m an alien. Or maybe I’m human on an alien planet?
Last night made me realize how socially awkward I am. I was at a party and I hardly spoke to people even though I tried but couldn’t relate to anyone. I tried to be positive about it and I hear of all these other people having social lives and I just don’t. I don’t like clubbing or partying but I feel like that’s all anyone ever wants to do these days. I prefer hangouts and get-togethers. I want to be more open and accepted but I don’t want to force it and be fake. Blegh.